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5.24.2003
whooooohoooo!!!! it's working again! :)i guess the layout was just overwhelmed by GC! ok... i'm getting weirder by the second...
i was listening to night live a couple of hours ago... i sorta got pissed coz when i turned the radio on, they played blurry... that's the song that always reminds me of my x - best friend... some of my friends know the story behind that... psst... ging! :b a couple of songs later, they played wasting my time by default... LIVE AND ACOUSTIC!! i just love dallas smith's voice!! #1 on my top 5 best vocalists! :) right, jen?
argh... i think this layout/template isn't quiz/pic - friendly... or maybe it just doesn't like good charlotte! ever since i put the quiz results thingy here, the other table didn't work anymore... :( what to do, what to do?! hmm....
5.23.2003
here i go again... quizzes, quizzes, quizzes.... new blog, new quiz?! hehe... i don't really have anything to blog about... as in nothing... oh! i saw the simple plan thing on pinoycentral a while ago... and i saw this good charlotte thing too... but i didn't see the whole thing coz pinoycentral didn't finish playing it... :( errr... enough internet usage for today... bye.
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5.21.2003
after days of sacrifice... i finally bought isp.... hmm... i was talking to jen the other day... that day when i realized how much my feelings have changed for you-know-who.... well, here's the story... we went to antipolo last sunday for this outing thing that csmc arranged for all the pediatricians and their families... wrong timing... first of all, kings game... second, Hi.M.... we left the house at around 7.30 am and arrived a couple of minutes later at csmc... they rented a bus where some families could hitch a ride going to antipolo... so there i was just sitting at the back of the bus with kuya gio... i was counting down, looking at the watch in the bus, wondering whether or not i will be able to watch the kings game... 8.00am... still no tv... still not on the road... i texted jen and asked if she was watching the game but she didn't reply... 8.30am... finally, on the road to antipolo... but still no tv, no update about the game... then, a couple of minutes (again), jen texted me with a sports cast on the kings game... that was what happened the whole time i was on the bus... sadly, the kings lost... to get that off my mind, i just played badminton (whoohoo!!) with my brothers... about 8 hours later, the other people finally got tired and decided to go back to csmc and go home... we were already at edsa at around 5.58pm... it was then that i realized that there was still a mass at that time! i got all excited that i looked stupid smiling at myself though i wasn't speaking to anyone... when we arrived at csmc, i saw that our car was parked near the entrance... but the bus stopped in the middle part of csmc... just in front of the parish! i got more excited when we were out of the bus... i thought we were still gonna go inside... but no... we went straight to our car! argh! you don't know how bad i felt... i was texting jen as all this happened... i called her as soon as we got home... i was telling her how bad i felt but no matter how much i explained how i felt, it still wasn't exactly how i felt! there was something more... i just didn't know how to describe it... i think i... errr... nevermind...
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links ate din's ate din's again jen's eprel's glennie's ella's burn's ging's ly's pam's thea's thea's again ROC's vertigo's alive's jammers' burn's site camz's site pam's site 
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likes:: music. writing. reading. internet. friends. guitar. cds. radio. tv. benji madden. joel madden. pierre bouvier. andy roddick. HiM. sacramento kings. basketball. badminton. blog. red. black. orange. good charlotte. simple plan. linkin park. default. john mayer. all american rejects. the ataris. yahoo. google. blogger. the fast and the furious. monsters, inc. ten things i hate about you. lizzie mcguire. sana'y wala nang wakas. csi. six feet under. hates:: avril lavigne. f4. meteor garden. bestfriends. wants:: ten things i hate about you dvd. spin mag featuring simple plan. blender mag featuring simple plan. new shoes. new pants. the guardian by nicholas sparks. almost kinda acoustic. movin' on - GC when i think about my life i wonder if i will survive to live to see 25 or will i just fall? like all my friends, they just keep dying people 'round me always crying in this place that i like to call my home not everybody knows that everybody goes to a better place not everybody knows that everyone could be living their last days but the hard times will come, and we'll keep movin' on, we're movin' up keep movin' on life. hope. truth. trust. faith. pride. love. lust. on without the things we've lost the things we've gained we'll take with us and all i've got are these two hands to make myself a better man i wonder if i'll ever see the end of this with all this rain it just keeps falling on my head and now i'm calling out to someone else to help me make it through pain. hate. lies. guilt. laugh. cry. live. die. some friends become enemies some friends become your family make the best with what you're given this ain't dying this is living! said we're movin' on, and we got nothing to prove to anyone 'cause we'll get through we're movin' on and on and on and on... keep movin' on easier to run - LP it's easier to run replacing this pain with something numb it's so much easier to go than face all this pain here all alone something has been taken from deep inside of me a secret i've kept locked away no one can ever see wounds so deep they never show they never go away like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played if i could change i would take back the pain i would retrace every wrong move that i made i would if i could stand up and take the blame i would if i could take all the shame to the grave i would sometimes i remember the darkness of my past bringing back these memories i wish i didn't have sometimes i think of letting go and never looking back and never moving forward so there would never be a past just washing it aside all of the helplessness inside pretending i don't feel misplaced is so much simpler than change you're good! |
