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6.20.2003
10:45pm
just got home from alex/walat/anda's house... i went there straight from school... heid and alex were in school this afternoon.. and for whatever reason, she asked us if we wanted to go to her house... jamming and all that... of course i want to! :) we waited for heid's bus then went to alex's house... jamming, jamming, jamming... 2 hours after what was originally planned, after having to jam in the dark and being scared of the thunder and lightning.. DEN finally arrived! hahaha.. whoohoo!! that's when the jamming really started... electric guitars and all that... we actually have a song... BCC.. bass, chord, chord.. hahahahahahahahahaha... eew.... after that, we just ate and watched bubble gang then i had to go home already... so here i am, online and waiting for anybody to go online too... guess who i got to chat with... "his" sister! i never even knew they ever go online... i'm still thinking whether or not it was really her... there are just so many people i know with that same name.. but her info had her brother's rarely mentioned and known nickname... so i think it was her.. school?! hmm... as of this week, it's all good... i've recited in almost every subject everyday... i like math again... i like my performance in every subject... i'm just really happy not to be in the dugtong class... i'm good at math again! hahaha... i'm starting to like asian history... i still like english... i get excited knowing that there will be a math class... isn't that weird?! haha... i even got excited because we were told that we would have a quiz in math! now that's the weirdest thing ever... but who cares?! i like math! and guess what? pierre likes math too! i read in one of alex's magazines that he gets low grades in almost everything in high school except for math and music! same thing with me! except when i'm in those stupid dugtong classes... i hope i get higher grades this schoolyear... :) that's it for now.. babye!
6.15.2003
sorry, medyo tinatamad ako mag-english ngayon... tagalog po muna tayo...
pasukan nanaman... yung gamit ko handang-handa na... ako? parang hindi pa rin... medyo magulo nanaman yung mga classrooms... nasa second floor na daw kami... sana lang may nakalagay na lang na mga sign kung san pupunta para sigurado at hindi nakakahiyang mawala... pero malamang, yung mga makakasabay ko, mawawala rin... hahaha... basta... dating gawi... chapel muna... kornina, dapat ikaw kasabay ko dito e! kaya ko 'to... dapat... sana... pagkatapos mag-chapel, hanapan na... ai, nakalimutan ko! may inayos pala sila leah na magmi-meet daw kami sa rotonda ng alas sais y medya... <-- ayus! pero, wala pa naman ako sa school ng ganung oras e... sana maghintay na lang sila du para may kasabay na ako paakyat.. hehehe... ayoko pa talaga pumasok... gigising nanaman ako ng 5:15 ng umaga! tapos susunduin ako ng mga 5:45... tapos dadating sa school ng 6:45... oo, isang oras akong uupo at walang gagawin... sana nagbawas na ng students sila tats para konti na lang kami... wala na yung mga maiingay, maaarte at mga papansing mga bata... sana makabili ako ng battery mamaya... dadalhin ko na yung discman ko para wala na akong marinig kung hindi good charlotte lang... o baka linkin park din tsaka simlple plan... basta! yung mga boses at instrumento lang nung mga nasabi kong mga banda yung gusto kong marinig sa bus bukas... ayoko muna ng mga ingay nung mga batang yun! nakakarindi! ang haba na pala nito noh? ok lang yan... matagal naman akong mawawala e... kahit naman magbasa kayo ng blog ng ibang tao yung mga sinasabi din naman nila mahahaba kasi nga pasukan na at wala na kaming masyadong oras para mag-internet... nilulubos-lubos ko na lang na... sige na, alis na ako... hindi pa ako naliligo! tapos baka i-shine ko na rin yung school shoes ko pagkatapos... oo, wala akong bagong sapatos... ok lang... nakakahiya na sa tatay ko kung magpabili ako ngayon e... masyadong madami na yung gastusin... siguro next week na or next month... wala na rin namang oras ngayon e... babye! kita-kita na lang tayo! |
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likes:: music. writing. reading. internet. friends. guitar. cds. radio. tv. benji madden. joel madden. pierre bouvier. andy roddick. HiM. sacramento kings. basketball. badminton. blog. red. black. orange. good charlotte. simple plan. linkin park. default. john mayer. all american rejects. the ataris. yahoo. google. blogger. the fast and the furious. monsters, inc. ten things i hate about you. lizzie mcguire. sana'y wala nang wakas. csi. six feet under. hates:: avril lavigne. f4. meteor garden. bestfriends. wants:: ten things i hate about you dvd. spin mag featuring simple plan. blender mag featuring simple plan. new shoes. new pants. the guardian by nicholas sparks. almost kinda acoustic. movin' on - GC when i think about my life i wonder if i will survive to live to see 25 or will i just fall? like all my friends, they just keep dying people 'round me always crying in this place that i like to call my home not everybody knows that everybody goes to a better place not everybody knows that everyone could be living their last days but the hard times will come, and we'll keep movin' on, we're movin' up keep movin' on life. hope. truth. trust. faith. pride. love. lust. on without the things we've lost the things we've gained we'll take with us and all i've got are these two hands to make myself a better man i wonder if i'll ever see the end of this with all this rain it just keeps falling on my head and now i'm calling out to someone else to help me make it through pain. hate. lies. guilt. laugh. cry. live. die. some friends become enemies some friends become your family make the best with what you're given this ain't dying this is living! said we're movin' on, and we got nothing to prove to anyone 'cause we'll get through we're movin' on and on and on and on... keep movin' on easier to run - LP it's easier to run replacing this pain with something numb it's so much easier to go than face all this pain here all alone something has been taken from deep inside of me a secret i've kept locked away no one can ever see wounds so deep they never show they never go away like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played if i could change i would take back the pain i would retrace every wrong move that i made i would if i could stand up and take the blame i would if i could take all the shame to the grave i would sometimes i remember the darkness of my past bringing back these memories i wish i didn't have sometimes i think of letting go and never looking back and never moving forward so there would never be a past just washing it aside all of the helplessness inside pretending i don't feel misplaced is so much simpler than change you're good! |