|
|
|
::uncomfortable&wondering:: |
|
|
| it never goes away... |
|
7.05.2003
haiii... andrama... just my version of "you don't see me"... hmm... sunday yet again... i don't want to see him... a weird thought just went through my mind... i was thinking whether or not to give him the lyrics of "you don't see me"... which would also, obviously, lead to me admitting that i like him, really like him.. eek.. weird and creepy thought..
i just read in one of the sum41simpleplanrock group newsletters that peirre just had his hair turned(?!) blonde... i haven't seen any pic of him with his new hairdo... help!!! if you see any site with his pic, tell me, k? hehehehe... tenkyu! argh.. sunday.. ayoko na...
alam kong mahal mo siya,
ilang beses mo nang nasabi sa 'kin. pag nagkikita tayo, siya ang lagi mong kinikwento. kahit masakit, nandito pa rin ako, nagtitiis, umaasang balang araw mamahalin mo rin ako. pag nakikita ko siya, masnasasaktan pa ako dahil alam kong may mahal siyang iba, ni hindi niya man lang sinasabi sayo. gaano katagal pa kaya bago niya aminin sayo? gaano katagal pa kaya bago ako naman makita mo?
7.01.2003
whoohoo!! no school tomorrow! :b
tagalog ulet ako... hai nako... 3 weeks n palang meh skul, di ko man lang napapansin... ok naman na ako sa room ko... medyo settled na.. weird lang nga kasi 2 or 3 ata yung mga sinasasamahan kong "barx"/group sa room... unlike dun sa alive, meh ROC... dito, medyo ipit ako though masaya naman ako sa kahit saang grupo ako mapasama... medyo feeling superior na ko dun dahil madalas na akong nakaka-recite! lalo na sa math.. hahaha... at sino ang seatmate ko?! ang ever famous, heartthrob at sira-ulong si princess!! joke lang princess! mahal kita! pero, just so you know, hindi kita mamimiss kahit na mag-absent ako.. rest day ko na yun sa kakulitan mo! :b so anyway... wala pa rin yung results nung sa MAC auditions... sabi nila sigurado na daw silang pasado na ako... pero iba lang talaga na makita mo sa harap mo na nakalagay sa papel na pasado ka nga... :) tingin niyo ba swerte na kayo pag yung crush mo (na lalake) trust ka na to the point na lagi na siyang nago-open sayo tungkol sa feelings niya at sa crush niya?! feeling ko kasi hindi naman yun trust e... ino-open niya lang saken dahil alam niyang kilala ko yung crush niya, diba?! ewan ko... ang wirdo... naka-text ko siya kagabi tsaka nung isa pang gabi... haii... tinitiis ko na lang talaga lahat... gusto ko nang sabihin pero wag muna ngayon... masaya na siya e... ayoko namang isingit yung sarili ko sa kasiyahan niya knowing na mapapaisip lang siya diba?! ayoko na ata muna mag-sunday! :( |
links ate din's ate din's again jen's eprel's glennie's ella's burn's ging's ly's pam's thea's thea's again ROC's vertigo's alive's jammers' burn's site camz's site pam's site 
GC rocks! HOME | ARCHIVES 
likes:: music. writing. reading. internet. friends. guitar. cds. radio. tv. benji madden. joel madden. pierre bouvier. andy roddick. HiM. sacramento kings. basketball. badminton. blog. red. black. orange. good charlotte. simple plan. linkin park. default. john mayer. all american rejects. the ataris. yahoo. google. blogger. the fast and the furious. monsters, inc. ten things i hate about you. lizzie mcguire. sana'y wala nang wakas. csi. six feet under. hates:: avril lavigne. f4. meteor garden. bestfriends. wants:: ten things i hate about you dvd. spin mag featuring simple plan. blender mag featuring simple plan. new shoes. new pants. the guardian by nicholas sparks. almost kinda acoustic. movin' on - GC when i think about my life i wonder if i will survive to live to see 25 or will i just fall? like all my friends, they just keep dying people 'round me always crying in this place that i like to call my home not everybody knows that everybody goes to a better place not everybody knows that everyone could be living their last days but the hard times will come, and we'll keep movin' on, we're movin' up keep movin' on life. hope. truth. trust. faith. pride. love. lust. on without the things we've lost the things we've gained we'll take with us and all i've got are these two hands to make myself a better man i wonder if i'll ever see the end of this with all this rain it just keeps falling on my head and now i'm calling out to someone else to help me make it through pain. hate. lies. guilt. laugh. cry. live. die. some friends become enemies some friends become your family make the best with what you're given this ain't dying this is living! said we're movin' on, and we got nothing to prove to anyone 'cause we'll get through we're movin' on and on and on and on... keep movin' on easier to run - LP it's easier to run replacing this pain with something numb it's so much easier to go than face all this pain here all alone something has been taken from deep inside of me a secret i've kept locked away no one can ever see wounds so deep they never show they never go away like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played if i could change i would take back the pain i would retrace every wrong move that i made i would if i could stand up and take the blame i would if i could take all the shame to the grave i would sometimes i remember the darkness of my past bringing back these memories i wish i didn't have sometimes i think of letting go and never looking back and never moving forward so there would never be a past just washing it aside all of the helplessness inside pretending i don't feel misplaced is so much simpler than change you're good! |