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8.03.2003
since pumayag na din naman kuya ko na mag-internet muna ako, sige, lulubus-lubusin ko na... kung hindi niyo pa alam, hindi ako pwede talaga gumamit ng computer/internet.... walang hiyang mga virus kasi yan! at syempre, ako ang tinuro na nakakuha ng virus kaya nasira yung mga, oo MGA, computer.. ewan ko na lang talaga..
anyway, 10:48pm na at gising na gising pa rin ako dahil sa internet... balita?! ayun, crush ko prin "sya"... as usual, madami pa rin akong problema na lahat ng tao alam except yung tao na pinoproblema ko... iba na talaga pag manhid na... sana manhid na lang din ako para hindi na ako mahirapan... speaking of manhid, ang manhid pala "niya"! sabi ko ksi sa kanya last week, nung napagusapan namin na nakita ko yung crush nya, "grabe nga e, yung crush ng ibang tao nakita ko pero yung crush ko hindi ko nakita.." hindi niya na-get na siya yun! hindi man lang tinanong kung sino crush ko! ewan ko na lang talaga ha... tapos kanina, wala pa siya... tulog daw dahil nag-upcat nung umaga... sus! grabe... noh pa ba bago? ah! badminton training! ayus! ang saya! ano pa ba? pumunta ako nung duncan sheik concert kasama si liane... ang saya! almost 3 weeks ko na pinapakinggan ng paulit-ulit yung album niya... uhm... lapit na songfest! sa thursday na... and yes, instrumentalist po ako... isa pang pinapractice namin, yung pang-intermission... ayes! hehehe... sana lang matino yung kalabasan! hmmm... gusto ko makagawa ng song! as in yung akin talaga! gusto ko din ng banda! sana mabuhay ulet yung gardenwire! pero, pano yun? mawawala na daw si den e... :( bakit ba kailangan ng mga tao lumipat at tumira sa ibang bansa?! 3 down, and only a few more to go... sino kaya matitirang vertigo dito sa pilipinas?! hindi pa pwedeng ilagay niyo na lang ako sa balikbayan box at isama sa patutunguhan niyo?! ai, hindi... ok lang pala na iwan na lang ako dito... yung bago naming bahay! malapit na mabuo!! konting hintay na lang! nakaakyat na nga ako dun sa future attic at room ng kuya ko e... ang laki nung bahay! nakakatakot! feeling ko mawawala ako dun! hahaha... sige na, ito na lang muna ngayon... babye! 11pm na po at hindi pa ako nakakapagayos ng kwarto! mukha pang binagyo e! hahaha... |
links ate din's ate din's again jen's eprel's glennie's ella's burn's ging's ly's pam's thea's thea's again ROC's vertigo's alive's jammers' burn's site camz's site pam's site 
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likes:: music. writing. reading. internet. friends. guitar. cds. radio. tv. benji madden. joel madden. pierre bouvier. andy roddick. HiM. sacramento kings. basketball. badminton. blog. red. black. orange. good charlotte. simple plan. linkin park. default. john mayer. all american rejects. the ataris. yahoo. google. blogger. the fast and the furious. monsters, inc. ten things i hate about you. lizzie mcguire. sana'y wala nang wakas. csi. six feet under. hates:: avril lavigne. f4. meteor garden. bestfriends. wants:: ten things i hate about you dvd. spin mag featuring simple plan. blender mag featuring simple plan. new shoes. new pants. the guardian by nicholas sparks. almost kinda acoustic. movin' on - GC when i think about my life i wonder if i will survive to live to see 25 or will i just fall? like all my friends, they just keep dying people 'round me always crying in this place that i like to call my home not everybody knows that everybody goes to a better place not everybody knows that everyone could be living their last days but the hard times will come, and we'll keep movin' on, we're movin' up keep movin' on life. hope. truth. trust. faith. pride. love. lust. on without the things we've lost the things we've gained we'll take with us and all i've got are these two hands to make myself a better man i wonder if i'll ever see the end of this with all this rain it just keeps falling on my head and now i'm calling out to someone else to help me make it through pain. hate. lies. guilt. laugh. cry. live. die. some friends become enemies some friends become your family make the best with what you're given this ain't dying this is living! said we're movin' on, and we got nothing to prove to anyone 'cause we'll get through we're movin' on and on and on and on... keep movin' on easier to run - LP it's easier to run replacing this pain with something numb it's so much easier to go than face all this pain here all alone something has been taken from deep inside of me a secret i've kept locked away no one can ever see wounds so deep they never show they never go away like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played if i could change i would take back the pain i would retrace every wrong move that i made i would if i could stand up and take the blame i would if i could take all the shame to the grave i would sometimes i remember the darkness of my past bringing back these memories i wish i didn't have sometimes i think of letting go and never looking back and never moving forward so there would never be a past just washing it aside all of the helplessness inside pretending i don't feel misplaced is so much simpler than change you're good! |