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8.16.2003
ok.. this is my isp that im using.. i bought this yesterday for our supposed research which turned out to be a "playtime" for us... they were all amazed with my monsters, inc toys which distracted all of us from our project..
so.. i don't know if im still banned from going online except for schoolwork but my bro doesn't really mind.. at least im not chatting on irc! *side comment:: wow! english! where did the tagalog words go?!* hmm... about that prob thng.. heck.. weyt nga... tagalog na tayo ulet... ayun.. sobra.. meh nalaman ako nung isang araw na sobrang *ouch*.. ang sakit pala talaga pag naiiwan ka, then assuming kung baket then knowing what you assumed was right.. promise, sobrang sakit! whoops... sori kung lam mo kung sino ka... hindi ako "nagpaparinig"... yun lang talaga yung malalagay ko dito coz that's what's on my mind.. alis muna ko... kain lng... try to be back..
8.11.2003
ayan... nkapag-online n at last! nagre-research ako para sa filipino e... at, as usual, isp ni kuya mik gamit ko! whahahaha... tenkyu kuya mik!
andami nang kung anu-anong mga nangyari even just this past week... ang pinaka nakakahiya at nakakapikon ung tnamaan ako ng shuttlecock sa mata! pang-asar! on that same week, naipit din ung thumb ko sa door sa bus... hindi ung part nung door kung saan madalas naiipit.. ung dun sa kabila, ung meh hinges! ung malala dun, ilang araw na lang nun bago mag-songfest! pero, ok na lang na din... nanalo kami! 2nd place! wenk... hmmm... ano pa ba?! problema ko?! sa iisang tao lang... at paulit-ulit lang.. hindi ko na nga alam kung anong gagawin ko e... kung sino2 na nakakaalam tungkol dun pero sya parang hindi nya parin ramdam... hindi ko alam kung manhid lang ba o wala lang talagang paki... sana lang mapansin niya... yung nakakaasar lang naman dun alam niya na yung problema ko e, pero parang walang epekto sa kanya yung mga pinagsasabi ko... special mention::glennie at ms. tumibay: sobrang tenkyu 4 being there 4 me and always listening to what i have to say... hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko kung wala kayo... hai... ai! grabe! paunti-unti ko nanamang nagugustuhan si avril! gusto ko yung bago niya! tapos nung isang araw, na-realize ko, pwede ko palang kanta sa isang tao yung "complicated"! sobra! which reminds me... maghahanap pa pala ako ng lyrics! blog na lang ulit ako pag mkapg-online ako... babye! |
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likes:: music. writing. reading. internet. friends. guitar. cds. radio. tv. benji madden. joel madden. pierre bouvier. andy roddick. HiM. sacramento kings. basketball. badminton. blog. red. black. orange. good charlotte. simple plan. linkin park. default. john mayer. all american rejects. the ataris. yahoo. google. blogger. the fast and the furious. monsters, inc. ten things i hate about you. lizzie mcguire. sana'y wala nang wakas. csi. six feet under. hates:: avril lavigne. f4. meteor garden. bestfriends. wants:: ten things i hate about you dvd. spin mag featuring simple plan. blender mag featuring simple plan. new shoes. new pants. the guardian by nicholas sparks. almost kinda acoustic. movin' on - GC when i think about my life i wonder if i will survive to live to see 25 or will i just fall? like all my friends, they just keep dying people 'round me always crying in this place that i like to call my home not everybody knows that everybody goes to a better place not everybody knows that everyone could be living their last days but the hard times will come, and we'll keep movin' on, we're movin' up keep movin' on life. hope. truth. trust. faith. pride. love. lust. on without the things we've lost the things we've gained we'll take with us and all i've got are these two hands to make myself a better man i wonder if i'll ever see the end of this with all this rain it just keeps falling on my head and now i'm calling out to someone else to help me make it through pain. hate. lies. guilt. laugh. cry. live. die. some friends become enemies some friends become your family make the best with what you're given this ain't dying this is living! said we're movin' on, and we got nothing to prove to anyone 'cause we'll get through we're movin' on and on and on and on... keep movin' on easier to run - LP it's easier to run replacing this pain with something numb it's so much easier to go than face all this pain here all alone something has been taken from deep inside of me a secret i've kept locked away no one can ever see wounds so deep they never show they never go away like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played if i could change i would take back the pain i would retrace every wrong move that i made i would if i could stand up and take the blame i would if i could take all the shame to the grave i would sometimes i remember the darkness of my past bringing back these memories i wish i didn't have sometimes i think of letting go and never looking back and never moving forward so there would never be a past just washing it aside all of the helplessness inside pretending i don't feel misplaced is so much simpler than change you're good! |