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8.23.2003
ano bang meron sa linggong 'to? isang malaking pinky! nakakaasar! una, tambak sa mga projects! nung wednesday, technically thursday, 3 ng umaga na ako nakatulog! isang malaking pinky talaga! tapos, nung wednesday din pala, naglakad ako galing greenhiulls pauwi para sa project na yun dahil kung sumabay ako sa bus, 6 na ako makakadating sa bahay... tapos tapos, nung thursday naman, iniwan ako ng bus! pinky talaga! ang labo e! pag maaga akong lumalabas, 5.30 na sila dumadating! pag sinasakto ko lang labas ko, its either antagal na daw nila akong hinihintay o iniwan na ako! ang laking kadaguhan!
ano pa ba masasabi? ah! yung simple plan nasa trl kanina! pinakita yung world premiere ng "perfect"! tapos si pierre! haii... gwapo! si david din! masgusto ko siyang black yung hair! diba ly?! hehehe... tapos, yung linkin park din pala, may bagong video! gwapo din ni mike! whehehe... grabe! guy galore! tapos, sa september 6 pala, ipapalabas na ulit yung gilmore girls! jared!!! whahahahaha... haiii... ang saya saya ko nanaman ngayon... bet ko sa monday, problema nanaman... bahala na lang na nga! basta alam kong masaya ako ngayon..
8.19.2003
salamat pala ulet glennie at ate abby... di ko lam kung ano na nangyari saken ngayon kung wala kayo.. :)
baket kya ang ibang tao na sobra mong mahal bigla na lang nagbabago at nagiging parang yung taong ayaw mo? nakakamiss noh? parang gusto mong mabalik na lang siya sa dati kahit na alam mong mahirap ng baguhin yung ugali niya.. sori kung nasaktan din kita at kung masyado kong inisip sarili ko... hindi ka naman kasi nagsasalita e.. lagi na lang ako iwan... pag hinahanap nga kita at gusto kitang makausap, may kausap kang iba at hindi mo na ko pinapansin... sana, pag nagkausap na tayo, masabi ko na 'to lahat sayo... sana din maintindihan mo kung bakit ako ganito... sana lang talaga maayos na 'to... alam mo kasi nakakapagod na magalit araw-araw e... nakakapagod din umiyak paulit-ulit ng dahil sa isang issue lang.. kahit yung ibang tao, pagod na rin sa kakabigay sa akin ng advice... yung jacket ko, lusaw na sa daming beses na yun yung iniyakan ko... ayusin n ntin 'to ha.. pleeease...
break sa kadramahan... congratulations to andy roddick for winning the tennis masters series! mahal na ata kita! gumising ako ng alas-4 ng umaga para mapanuod ka! yakk... parang maiintindihan e noh! basta! mahal na nga kita! pero syempre, masmahal ko pa rin si toooot... yun kasi yung abot ko na tao e! yung nakikita ko talaga at hindi panaginip lang... kaso meh mahal siyang iba... ewan! basta alam ko, mahal ko siya! babye! |
links ate din's ate din's again jen's eprel's glennie's ella's burn's ging's ly's pam's thea's thea's again ROC's vertigo's alive's jammers' burn's site camz's site pam's site 
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likes:: music. writing. reading. internet. friends. guitar. cds. radio. tv. benji madden. joel madden. pierre bouvier. andy roddick. HiM. sacramento kings. basketball. badminton. blog. red. black. orange. good charlotte. simple plan. linkin park. default. john mayer. all american rejects. the ataris. yahoo. google. blogger. the fast and the furious. monsters, inc. ten things i hate about you. lizzie mcguire. sana'y wala nang wakas. csi. six feet under. hates:: avril lavigne. f4. meteor garden. bestfriends. wants:: ten things i hate about you dvd. spin mag featuring simple plan. blender mag featuring simple plan. new shoes. new pants. the guardian by nicholas sparks. almost kinda acoustic. movin' on - GC when i think about my life i wonder if i will survive to live to see 25 or will i just fall? like all my friends, they just keep dying people 'round me always crying in this place that i like to call my home not everybody knows that everybody goes to a better place not everybody knows that everyone could be living their last days but the hard times will come, and we'll keep movin' on, we're movin' up keep movin' on life. hope. truth. trust. faith. pride. love. lust. on without the things we've lost the things we've gained we'll take with us and all i've got are these two hands to make myself a better man i wonder if i'll ever see the end of this with all this rain it just keeps falling on my head and now i'm calling out to someone else to help me make it through pain. hate. lies. guilt. laugh. cry. live. die. some friends become enemies some friends become your family make the best with what you're given this ain't dying this is living! said we're movin' on, and we got nothing to prove to anyone 'cause we'll get through we're movin' on and on and on and on... keep movin' on easier to run - LP it's easier to run replacing this pain with something numb it's so much easier to go than face all this pain here all alone something has been taken from deep inside of me a secret i've kept locked away no one can ever see wounds so deep they never show they never go away like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played if i could change i would take back the pain i would retrace every wrong move that i made i would if i could stand up and take the blame i would if i could take all the shame to the grave i would sometimes i remember the darkness of my past bringing back these memories i wish i didn't have sometimes i think of letting go and never looking back and never moving forward so there would never be a past just washing it aside all of the helplessness inside pretending i don't feel misplaced is so much simpler than change you're good! |