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8.29.2003
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kahit di pa tayo nakakapag-usap at kahit na malabo pa rin tayo, sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
8.28.2003
grabe... ayoko na talaga... paulit-ulit na lang yung problema! meh dadating pang isa pang problema bukas! hai nako! ewan ko na lang talaga ha... pagod na ako... ayoko nang maasar! pero bakit ba kasi lagi na lang yung mali yung nakikita ko? hindi ko na talaga maintindihan... kala ko ok na e.. hindi pa rin pala.. ibang tao na kasi talaga siya... di ko na malaman kung sino siya... parang gusto ko na lang nang lumayo pero alam ko namang walang magagawa yun... pero mas-ok na din siguro yun... ang tanong na lang, kanino ako sasama?! yung isa ko kasing nakakasama din dati, parang gusto ko na rin munang layuan dahil meh natapakan (please.. hindi literal!) akong tao dahil sa kakahila ko sa kanya... sila-sila na lang muna magsama-sama... ok lang ako dito... mabubuhay naman ako e... hanap na lang din ako ng iba pang tao... pagdasal niyo naman ako o, na sana matapos na 'tong problema ko... ang hirap kasi e... tapos, yung dadating pala bukas, naisip ko lang, itong taon yung pinaka unang beses na hindi ko siya babatiin sa birthday niya at hindi rin magbibigay ng regalo o ni sulat man lang... pleease... ayoko na noh... buti nga ngayon wala nang nagpupumilit na magbati na kami e! hehehehe... pero, kahit naman nawala na siya, meh pumalit naman na bagong problema na lagi ko rin iniiyakan e... kaya nga, pagdasal niyo ko... ayoko nang ikwento pa lahat ng mga pangyayari dahil baka magkasagutan nanaman kami... tigil na lang na muna ha... pahinga lang ako ng konti...
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likes:: music. writing. reading. internet. friends. guitar. cds. radio. tv. benji madden. joel madden. pierre bouvier. andy roddick. HiM. sacramento kings. basketball. badminton. blog. red. black. orange. good charlotte. simple plan. linkin park. default. john mayer. all american rejects. the ataris. yahoo. google. blogger. the fast and the furious. monsters, inc. ten things i hate about you. lizzie mcguire. sana'y wala nang wakas. csi. six feet under. hates:: avril lavigne. f4. meteor garden. bestfriends. wants:: ten things i hate about you dvd. spin mag featuring simple plan. blender mag featuring simple plan. new shoes. new pants. the guardian by nicholas sparks. almost kinda acoustic. movin' on - GC when i think about my life i wonder if i will survive to live to see 25 or will i just fall? like all my friends, they just keep dying people 'round me always crying in this place that i like to call my home not everybody knows that everybody goes to a better place not everybody knows that everyone could be living their last days but the hard times will come, and we'll keep movin' on, we're movin' up keep movin' on life. hope. truth. trust. faith. pride. love. lust. on without the things we've lost the things we've gained we'll take with us and all i've got are these two hands to make myself a better man i wonder if i'll ever see the end of this with all this rain it just keeps falling on my head and now i'm calling out to someone else to help me make it through pain. hate. lies. guilt. laugh. cry. live. die. some friends become enemies some friends become your family make the best with what you're given this ain't dying this is living! said we're movin' on, and we got nothing to prove to anyone 'cause we'll get through we're movin' on and on and on and on... keep movin' on easier to run - LP it's easier to run replacing this pain with something numb it's so much easier to go than face all this pain here all alone something has been taken from deep inside of me a secret i've kept locked away no one can ever see wounds so deep they never show they never go away like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played if i could change i would take back the pain i would retrace every wrong move that i made i would if i could stand up and take the blame i would if i could take all the shame to the grave i would sometimes i remember the darkness of my past bringing back these memories i wish i didn't have sometimes i think of letting go and never looking back and never moving forward so there would never be a past just washing it aside all of the helplessness inside pretending i don't feel misplaced is so much simpler than change you're good! |